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"She loves me, she loves me not" He intoned without emotion As the distance grew between them, like an ever expanding ocean A dismissive glance, a wave of the hand, and she breaks his heart in half He's drowning in this current of love, since she kicked him off his raft He's drowning three weeks later, in the current of love no longer As the booze invades his system, his dark thoughts keep getting stronger The razor blade is friendly, it helps him stop the pain Without its peircing therapy, how else would he keep sane The days are getting longer, shadows now control his mind The original kid who loved this world now nobody can find

A Dark Parking Lot, Is Where It Begins Do You Think Your Creator Will Forgive Such Deadly Sins? An Unforgiving Swing, He Falls To The Floor You Deliver The Final Blow He Struggles No More His Eyes Glaze Over, His Body Goes Cold For One Act Of Revenge...Your Soul Has Been Sold Do You Think It Was Worth It? Would You Do It Once More? A Not So Innocent Life, Taken To Settle A Score The Descision Was Made, You Chose To Take His Last Breath But What Gave You The Right To Be The Angel Of Death?

Sometimes I think no loves desired, just pain and misery A life of joy and happiness was never meant for me I see you walk on through your life, all smiles, all the time But in a world the likes of this, my pleasure is a crime The punishment to fit the crime, it seems to be damnation To a life of bleary heartbreak, of trial, and tribulation Is it bad to share my hear, to believe true love is real To free your heart, all by itself, for anyone to steal The answer to that question, if curiousity, overcame you Is a resounding Yes, of course it does, Love is there to shame you People backstab and they kill, they manipulate and lie And l

A Man Sits At A Table, Filled With Rage Thats Fueled By Booze As His Son Tries To Get To His Room, But The Violence Soon Ensues A Blow That Drops Him To The Ground, Then Come Bitter Accusations As The Boy Tries To Get Far Away, Hating These Confrontations What Did I Do, Whats Wrong With Me, These Thoughts Run Through His Head As Crushing Blow & Verbal Lashing, Fill His Heart With Dread And Finally He Walks Away, The Boy Just Lies There Broken He Wonders How He Pissed Him Off, When Not A Word Was Spoken He Lays Himself Down In His Bed & Dreams Of Better Days He Wonders Why He Can't Be Loved & Before He Sleeps He Prays But Praying Doe